the gorgeous

the sunday.. hmm.. studied abit here.. abit there.. like a freaking idiotic freak for not studying earlier.. bodoh!

so aniwaes, the studying was minimal i might sae.. due to events like.. having facials? erm.. no harm.. no harm.. hehe.. along's gf had free tickets for me, mom, aunt n the two lil ones, azizi and nur.. ouh.. along's gf, kak fiza.. is so pretty..o_O! haha.. how he gets her is a mystery.. ah.. back to my story.. had a facial at lavender but heck! pics were taken when urs truly was scrubbing the face.. how ugly right? and it was MORE awkward when the photographer is a good-looking male! i bet if they put the pics in the mag.. (not like they would lar..) they'll prolly sae.. "look at the diff.. from an ugly duckling to a not so ugly duckling" hah! idiot.. mom was.. i don't know.. she seems soo.. hmm.. baik? maybe coz she had an increase pay.. all those nurses got an increase in thier pay.. so yeah.. she bought ME! oh yah, me.. a set of facial set or watever they called it.. a complete set with a mask n stuff.. like OMG!! OMG!! so mahal.. but they gave her discounts n stuff coz she joined the club, nutrilite i think.. n the membership fees cost a bout $68 and the facial stuff is about near to $200.. fuh.. i told her, it would be my 21st advance, VERY advance birthday gift.. haha.. left the shop with a smile on my face.. oh yeah.. kak fiza said,

"don't forget to use the facials"

hmm.. of course.. who wouldn't.. erm.. except after i'll take it out from the plastic bags maybe? haha.. let's wait till mom is on a good mood.. n give me her "special" facials.. hehe..

soon after magrib prayers at home.. the family is OUT again.. *see? when do i even get to study?* this time.. it is to "tumpang" kakak's barang2 to Aussie as the dad's friend son, mr f, the gorgeous, going to study in curtin uni in perth.. a 10 min drive from murdoch uni.. initially, when we reached at the airport at 9 plus.. his family's wasn't even there yet.. i didn't even know it was the gorgeous.. coz it's been ages since i saw him.. dad n his father is in this badminton club, rose party.. i tink.. hahaha.. n yeah, me n siblings used to follow ever sunday to either bedok stadium or tamp stadium w/o fail.. till we had agama on sun that is.. n there's always this two teenager boys, one's (VERY) tall n the other is gorgeous, i REMEMBERED.. hahaha.. me n kakak used to have a crush on the gorgeous one.. at least i tink kakak was coz i was.. haha.. they were a"teman setia anda" kind in the club.. never fail to see them every sun.. for 2345 years of not miting up, even for raya, i didn't even recognize him.. i thought he was just those, alah, one of my father's friend sons.. i was being the, "im not looking at guys long enough coz it's haram" haha.. serious..

TILL!! the father asked me,

"nana, u still recognise anak haji(i forgot the father's name)?" *dad pointing at the tall guy.

i was like, uh? who could i probably know in dad's circle of friends.. (haha) then i was like, "eh, the badminton guy!" then i asked the dad, this is the tall guy last time rite? *btw, he look so diff, i didn't even recognise* n yeah, it's true.. n that's was when i get the point that OMG!! that's the gorgeous guy that me n kakak use to drool over.. hahaha.. ouh! n he's so blarde smart, i heard lar.. he's from jc.. blah blah blah.. how do i even know? hahaha.. hearing to adults conversation is a BONUS! ouh!! n he's in aussie now.. should be lar.. n kakak is always the lucky one lar..hmph.. haha.. if only im the outgoing kind.. i would have said,"have a nice flight!" n smiled.. I WISH! hahahaha.. went back w/o even looking at the gorgeous.. im shy lar.. or sombong or silly some would say.. or bodoh.. ah.. nvm.. kakak better not have him ogling over her.. oh wait.. every guy did.. *sigh* so nvm.. hahaha.. it's hard having a pretty sister lar.. but a blessing.. =) alhamdullilah..

I MISS MY KAKAK!!

The paper todae was #$!#%$%^$#^&!! OH YEAH, IT WAS SO OBVIOUSLY EASY but the over confident gong2 always SCREW things up.. but hell.. i hope my course work did me justice.. i need extra marks to even get a D-.. how terrible am i? i never make my parents proud. period. but insya-Allah.. i try.. that is.. if i DID try..

they lied when they sae, the last daughter is the precious one.. but it's actually the first daughter that is so special.. im just a pampered child who's still living under my mom's armpit. full stop.

i wish i had someone like mr f the gorgeous.. i'll be happy.. hahaha..

okey, back to earth afiqah.. haven studied for dfund yet..

n how exactly can i make my parents proud with my aimless dreams of making them proud? hah!

nites darls!!
U noe U love Me~!