Jealousy.

i have the worst case.

sometimes i wonder,

could there be another person like me?

absurd, unreasonable, insentitive, self-centered.

but i am me.

it does not mean i am all mean.

it's just that i am human.

i may think it's unfair that when you get hurt

and tried to tell that person it's hurting you.

it suddenly becomes,

i don't know..

your fault?

i am the one who's hurting and i'm telling you..

but it's ok because you have your reasons for saying that right?

which you don't want to tell.

and all this add up being my fault

because i could take other people jokes but not yours.

i don't understand.

seriously.

i was hoping.

"no afiqah, i'm sorry, it is just a harmless joke. i love you too."

but yeah, i was expecting too much.

well sweetie,

try being 23, single and the guys that likes you tend to be not your type.

and everywhere you go people are trying to hook you up with whoever that is single.

or joke about whatever joke they could think of to humiliate you

that you're pretty sad for being single all this while.

you won't understand.

and i'm 23. 23.

means girls my age tends to be way too emotional.

which sucks.

i know you won't understand. but can you pretend?

hmm.. it's ok...

i know you have your own problems.

i am not being sarcastic.

i am your best friend. i understand.

even tho i don't i'll try.

i just can't take this cold war anymore.

i love you.

U noe U love Me~!