yes, i have been black.

Sorry seems to be the hardest words.

i wish i could say sorry easily. :'(

but it's not easy right?

they have been giving me everything anybody would ever want.

but all i do is get mad and ignore.

my attitude is getting worst.

i really really wish i could say sorry.

but it has always been like that.

we are like that.

we fight and the next day we're fine.

you used to teach us to say sorry but i forgot.

i'm sorry i'm this bad.

i always think about what i want.

it's not all about me.

two different individuals hanging on just for us.

just for us.

how special is that.

and this is what you get when i turn 23.

i forgot my manners.

i swear sorry is the only words i wanna say to you.

i wish i could say,

i love you very much and the thought of losing you is scary.

because at 23 when my frickle-minded self still don't know what i want.

being proud of me despite the dreams you had for me.

i will listen. i will try.

my faith is losing but you have always reminded me.

Allah is great.

Thank you mak and bak.

i love you.

p.s kakak, thank you.

U noe U love Me~!